A letter from November 29th, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Selina. I hope that name makes you smile and not cry. (Please don't be dead please don't be dead please don't be dead) I'm walking home when she calls me ( we haven't spoken in 2 months) and tells me she's sorry. Then she tells me that she's at our woods bythe church so I went and got her. When we got back to mine she told me everything. "I just really don't wanna live anymore" . She tried to kill herself the other day. I can't imagine a world without Selina in it, I don't think I can live in that world. Please tell me she's alive , I need you to tell me that. Please.