A letter from December 16th, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Life is so stressful right now and I can't stop crying. How do I tell my family I'm Not going to go to a good college? I got rejected from north eastern and deferred from Emerson and I'm pretty sure I didn't get into umbc... I'm so sad and upset. I'm such an amazing person!! But I know I cheer so many people up so maybe that is the best reason that I'm breathing. I know I feel sad now, but part of me knows it will all work out and I'll instantly regret feeling so blue, hence this letter to myself. Stay strong ev, hopefully I have a boyfriend in 2020 ;)