A letter from March 9th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, I don't know what you're doing with your life right now. Maybe you found a goal, maybe you didn't. But i need to tell you how i feel today. I'm lost, more than i've ever been. I've no idea where i'm going. What i'll do. Teachers are asking me what i want to do in the future. Do i want to be a scientist ? A teacher ? A lower ? I don't know. I just wanna find my way, i wanna do what i love. But what do i love actually ? What would i like to do for the rest of my life ? I hope you found our way. I hope you're happy. Because i don't think i am. I feel alone when i'm not. I d'ont know what to do, every day when i come back from school, i'm just sitting here doing Nothing thinking that i could do Something. But what ? I tried to learn guitar, you knox that. But i'm bad at it, we both know that. I tried some stuff, i tried to make myself friends i could keep. But i feel like no one is understanding me. Not even them. Maybe you forgot about them so i'm sorry if i'm bringing back some old memories you wish you forgot. I feel better in loneliness actually. Like if was the only one that could make me happy. I hope i change. I'm telling you that so now you know how far you've been. I hope you found someone you can trust. I hope you found someone to love as much as you want. And i hope you found a person who deserves it. Who deserves the amount of love you have in your heart. So please, don't be sad. No matters what happens. Just smile and listen to Ed Sheeran or Shawn Mendes. Do you still have those playlist on spotify ? I hope so. All love. wishes. YOu.