Change Is So Heartbreaking.

Hey, Change is so heard! I feel like I can't do it anymore. I'm just so tired, so tired of feeling alone. I wish that I could just curl up in a ball and never be bothered again! Love hurts, change happened, and depression kills. Am I even the same person that I once was? If I were to see you now, 4 years later, would I even know who you were? Did the depression hurt my life? Am I understood? Am I ever going to be loved? Will I ever be understood? People say that I am different, older beyond my years. Am I? Why am I? Have I discovered anything new about myself? So much can happen in 4 years! When you read this, if you read this, please understand that you don't need to go around everyday with the shadows of your childhood haunting you! Please understand that it's ok to tell people! "Yeah, I had parents that never really cared for how I felt or what I did." Will that be something that you will be able to say to people? Please do, don't go hurting anymore! Please! Your Past Self, Me.