A letter from July 27th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, how's it going? You're already graduated!! Man, I'm so proud of you, hope you're feeling really happy about it. It's 1th of January, yeah! I really like this day, it gives me a really good feeling, like something great is going to happen. I mean, it almost never happens, but let's be positive about it haha. Your 14 years old self is right now going to take a shower and then maybe reading some fanfic, it makes me sleep well. This year is being really good to me, like, I'm sorry 2017, but I thought you would be trash, but you're amazing. I started to change this year, and it makes me really happy and proud, because I'm starting to look for the really important things, and my depression is not taking over me like before, and I'M SO FUCKING PROUD. Look, I really hope you're already fluent in english, I mean, YOU HAVE TO TRAVEL AND STUDY ABROAD! IT'S YOUR DREAM GIRL, C'MON. Maybe mom is there with you right? Please, hug her REALLY TIGHT, we know she deserves the whole world, right? Uhn, let me think about some more things... did you lost your bet with Ingrid?? Remember? The one who dated first would lose!! I really think you won haha I hope that when you found someone, THAT PERSON BE THE BEST FUCKING BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND EVER, LIKE SERIOUSLY! You deserve it, you're amazing <3 Wow, it's so strange yet, you know, I always said bad things about myself, so saying sweet and good things abou me is really good! Hey, you did a good action today!! You made Ingrid smile, yes!! She was kinda sad because the group that we made was a mess and stressful, but I made her smile, it' really good!! I really hope you're already went to an eden concert, like HE'S SO FUCKING GOOD! I really love him, an amazing singer, really really. Marina too, she's amazing!! Uhm... hope you're reading more, right now I'm reading a book about happiness, it's not self-help, don't worry. It explains the concept of happiness with the years and some other things. IT'S AWESOME. Well, I don't think I have more to talk... WAIT! GIOVANNA!!!! HOW'S SHE??? I hope she's really happy with her result from Enem, and I hope you still talk, YOU HAVE TO MEET TOO, HUG HER REALLY TIGHT TO, SHE'S AN AMAZING FRIEND! And the poneys too... Rafa, yes, I hope she's okay, I mean, right now she's so sad and I'm so afraid of what she might do, but me and the girls are doing all that we can, don't worry. I wonder where you're living? Curitiba right? What about your result from Enem? Hope you rocked it girl!! Study abroad and meet new people. And never forget, you're loved, so loved, more than you know <3 Sleeping at last is amazing. BTS too, how are they btw? I'm really proud of them, they helped me through so much, yeaah! I think I'm going to take a shower and then sleep, by future me, I love you and I'm proud of everything you did <3 Always love and make others feel happy. I know you are happy, I can feel you know yourself better now, and again, I'm really proud <3 Have a happy new year! And don't forget, listen to New Year's Eve, it's an amazing song for this time.