A letter from December 27th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, I wonder what I am 3 years from now. If you can remember, today I am having huge problem with relate to family as they have been so mad at me with regard to this guy. I wonder 3 years from now, am I still in a relationship with this person or not? We'll the answer will be known when I receive this mail. Today I am in love with him, I am not sure how long this fighting and holding lasts but I am sure that as long as I can, I will fight for him. I know he has a lot of negative pasts and I do believe that those were the pasts whom he regret the most and of course where he already left behind. He has plans, and I am 100% sure that I am part of it. He loves me as much as I love him. I want us in the future, but not in this situation. I want of course a life where we can settle without any problem financially. I still have a lot of responsibilities I know, specially to my little brother. I want us to settle 6 years from now and he is aware of it. I have told him already and we both agreed on it. We will work hard for our family first and then after that when the time comes then it would be our turn. How lovely if only my parents understands and know about this but not. They have no trust, not even a single yes to everything that I have said. Because as per them, I am a liar who only looks for my own and that I do not consider them as part of my plan. We'll I have nothing to do but to prove to them. PROVE THEM WRONG. I don't know what the future holds but all I know this day is that these are all my plans. I guess I can only answer it when I receive this mail, whether am I complying my dreams or not. Only time can tell, ONLY GOD CAN TELL. SELF.