A letter from December 29th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, Hello my future me. I know you've been trying so hard to handle all the struggles that comes your way. You don't need to be strong, cry to your hearts content thats the time that I can say that you strong enough. Heads up don't mind those people who looks down on you. Show them that no matter how miserable your situation is it won't stop you of doing what makes you happy. So future self I hope when the time comes that your reading this I hope you achieve all your dreams.. Hopefully this time your finally found your destiny. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Don't be afraid of falling in love as a single mom. You deserve to be loved. You deserve to be happy. Being single mom is not a sin. Youre the strongest person I ever know. So let yourself express what she truly feels inside. My future self please don't let yourself stock in the past. Everything that happen is not a sin. You did well mhelai. You just did what you think is right. You just being blinded by your heart that why it happens. Let those sad memories become your strength to face the future. Please be happy again mhelai.. Please please please... I know you can do it.. I trust you. And I believe in you.. Thank you for being strong! You did well mhelai I'm so proud of you.. Fighting!!!