A letter from December 31st, 2017

Dear FutureMe, At this moment I am sitting in my bedroom in my Moms house, wishing I was doing a little better, feeling a little happier, its New Years Eve and I dont have any plans and for some reason it feels super lonely. I know moments like this are fleeting and so I also feel guilty for feeling sad while still having so much. Theres a roof over my head, heat in the pipes, food in my belly; I have it all. So when i read this next year I want my furute self to know that it is okay to feel this things but dont let them stay, send them on their way out of your mind. Learn to love again, love yourfelf and love others. Learn to trust again, trust your self FIRST, and trust in others who are worthy. Learn to be greatful every momet of every day because gratitude will propel you through a purpose driven life. I hope that over this past year youve remembered your goals. And youve worked hard everyday to become the women of your dreams. And I hope you did so not because of anyone else, remember people are temporary, you live with yourself for the rest of your life. I hope that you are happy, and you found so many reasons to smily in 2018. I hope that you grew in strength, in patients (with self), in wisdom, spiritually, financially, healthfully. If you havent done all these things its okay i trust that you still believe in the proccesa and you know to add them to the list for 2019. With love, Self