A letter from February 12th, 2018

Dear Future Me, Hello Love, how are you? Happy Birthday! I hope you've been well. No, I know you've been well. This is you from the past, the you from February 12th, 2018. You just recently got out of a long term relationship with someone who you thought you were going to spend the rest of your days with. Right now, you are not okay, but I know that you will be okay. Right now you are confused with what you want to be and what you want to do. Right now you want guidance but there's no one to guide you. I will have to guide myself and I hope I will lead you into the right path. I believe that you can do what you love even if it's inevitably useless. Do what you love! Create that manga that you have always dreamed of, become a Youtuber! (These are your current crazy ideas, I'm going to attempt them, and that's that.) I love you, I love me, I want to wish you love from the bottom of my heart that you've become who you wanted to. You've never really been one who wants to find a "career" but I hope you're doing what you love and that you are happy doing it. I just want to remind you that you may go through many struggles and hardships to get there but I hope you didn't give up halfway. It's all or nothing. You've lived your whole life trying to please others, it's time to please yourself. What the hell do you love to do? I love to read manga and watch anime and you know what? I have enough talent to do so! I'm going to become successful no matter what. As I wrote before in a letter that I sent to myself in 2014, I wish you only happiness. If you are still not doing what you want to do, get your mind straight and do what you love! Let no one stop you! Let no one tell you something else! Who cares if they don't like it? Love it or leave. That is all. Respect yourself. I'm not going to write anything about a love interest, but I honestly hope you've found happiness there too. Love you, love me.