A letter from April 12th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, So, today its Wednesday, but I literally have a lot to talk about... Me and bae are going through bad times at the moment, but I have a huge feeling that we will work this out, because the only problem between me and him is Ghana and me being around Kwame, in which yes I know how horrible it must be for bae. Today at work I was so happy, because I finished cash up before the people I hate Ahhh I'm so happy I literally felt like a champion lol!! But, I still don't know if i'll be returning to Debenhams after Ghana?? But, tomorrow I'm going to meet up with Alex after a while, I cant wait to see her, this girl literally gives the best advice. But, I have to admit I haven't been eating a lot lately like I don't know why... But I have lost a lot of weight so that's a positive right? But, honestly bae is moving to the UK this summer and I literally cant stop thinking that when I have a weekend off, because of holiday pay I would literally go and see him and spend the whole weekend Ahhh so exciting. But everything can only happen with me and Bae if we can fight through Ghana, if we can then honestly we can fight through anything, like I honestly don't want to lose him. So, anyways that's a little update well I just hope that whatever I will be facing in the next coming days I need to remain strong, I have to stay by baes side, that's why I'm literally making sure I'm not with Kwame in the summer. But, if me and bae don't work out I just want to focus on myself and travel, like yes I would be upset, but its part of life to lose people, but I am praying that I wont lose him. I believe God put us together to be forever, so I'm hoping that's what actually happens. Anyways goodnight keep hustling and I'll see you in 3 years time with bae or with not. But, always think positive no matter what the situation ok!! And I actually wanna if I'll still be travelling/ volunteering in 3 year time. Bye myself lol