A letter from January 28th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, It's been a wild ride, I'm over here sitting in my house amidst a pandemic, how about you? I just took my Freshman midterms, and I feel pretty okay. How's the family. Is Dad fine? What about Mom? Did you move to California yet? I've been hearing some not so good things about that place, like people moving out and stuff. Hope it's not too bad. And the last few years, did you make any friends? Please tell me you did. And about money and stuff, how is it. Did you get a pc yet? New phone? Ever pursue that wargaming hobby? Are you healthy? God, I hope so. I'm over here sitting at 154 pounds, at age 14. You better have lost some weight. Your grades better be above 90, cause anything below that is not good in the future. Still like MF DOOM? Madlib? Do still play stuff like TF2, or Fallout? By the way, Biden just got into the office, and Coronavirus is still going on. I'm hoping that all of this bad stuff is over with by 2024. And god I hope that we get a new Fallout game, cause The Frontier tanked. I'm stressed about grades right now, and the future. I'm not good at talking, sorry, I'll just end it here. I hope you have better social skills than me. Peace. ND.

Epilogue

2 days later

Hey man,

Time has passed. All I can say is that thing are just OK. They’re not horrible. But not great either.

I’ve been just going through the motions everyday...

In ohclos. Oubat the i lal si nda ikhtn pats anc. Dovic robeef 220,0 orebef. Nowd heav myna that isncurhg st’i me os i all oton ersregt. So **** nyam ups. Eahccsn dmsies. Oclosh at akcb the 4 evi’ sarey nhew u,gtohhr kolo eben i efel i fo iongthn gihh. M’i onslagtci not. Exetidc enev rfo tno ,oevr freutu eth ’mi hyapp its’ or. Dnhaeepp sjut s’ti semhgonit htat. Goo,d i do’nt ahev reimsemo lgsnait. Vhae ruicespt vetnse t’ndo i of.
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Was lal swa fatsirrtnou i ftel a omseoporh newh i. Eath. I eyralda aceh lla trhoe adn orhte duraon thta okwn kool these dski i see ear. To tgmnae hcoslo high ntew mlsal a i. Mlaots mase ecma the cohols ryeeoevn fmro edimdl. Yeht ythoirs have. Cvido tihw dngiur agrsenrt aeilsdot teg asw h?mte to woh asw eslor i in spusepdo i? t,af gylu opeomorhs a. Nartlieg to sa cchean a nwe smnerhaf oeplep i teem ahtt sdimes. .
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I i ymaenetelr isdk thiw nwet met to. Ey’hert own nastgrers ceotlepm. I n,ow ni ahev neev fti renve i kown tihw ym l’il dfesnir. I em hiwtotu orugp aveh oknw scath ythe. Nesdii eyht ni ont locohs irhte hyte i tujs adn **** talk alhgu dmeidl ttha wlieh eokj kingwno lla gr,teehto tis teh eanphedp taubo. Nwok idnrsfe of eni,srdf tyeh dan seorht avhe. Hteery’ me lla tbu otg ot vl’e. Fo to’nd i sndferi hvea nsfidre. Dot’n vhea i ntoconnecis. Teh ownk odti,ures wsyala eolrn i i’ll an be.
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Decimscaa it dffeacet my. Tyr i want ’dnitd to. Eth retfa typhaa kwelda tawh ronsaurttif in w,etn wsa the het tion?p. Ynntihga tabuo iwth flield noujri aeyr gcrnia ym tno aws. Seagdr ppidels my. Htnagnyi tyr i ta nd’idt my sbte. Orhest i lfymes **** wno **** fo ot ot utjs wianntg tdeisna waetnd. Tno tinoce ist’ awnyay wdluo ilke aeonyn. .
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Htsi am i onw is wheer. Rnacig nu…ttojs. Ontcifusn enht ofrnieprmg it xnte yda ilutn dan od vroe oldyib av,srire i all trs,sjn…uvivgiu eht aniga.
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Hothtug craess htta hwta si me ssecpor. Eobref efle i keil tsuj ot’nd oeitmno i aevh. .
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Lrae p,apyh ’mi i olko heav loso,ch to akbc whne idsefrn i ideldm. Tafs and i’m lctietha. I asw tcerecealad fo clssa ni ta eht oto top teh it and. Idledm i ni aedkpe ******* coohsl. ******* das.
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Im’ tub tno glniiv nwo. Mi’ tbtree eepls otn yda nda egfeiln nxte ot up noigg nagwik eth. Meak nda put no and hgalu afek a silme dna chools i in ejsko smka. Of tub gnitanhy olynfd td’on nhkti i. Todn’ i ’mi tqu,ei dna eocm nda i h,oem lkat. .
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Eli nkhit i baout hawt tjus dan ist eneb l’ueovcd dna. If igrl aktl ahtt ddi i ot. Ereecisx i wgeiht adn fi my ddi hwtca. Ddi aks i i opeepl injo if danb if etrhi docul. I ladarye if did okwn epoelp.
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Dsnopu i onw ma 514. Ht8 sdue eb in ot radeg 210 i. Ni igghslsu my ybod yvitrnhgee si. Oswl i nru. Out my rsftea lugsn eivg. Wcrke a nialwkg m’i.
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Lce,leog tion os w?tah i ogt.
So trco, aw?ht dgino ’im.
Ni,hsgt eseth i ictona liwl lliflfu dna i to it eatk the say od i. M’i btu otn pourd. Otn m’i pyaph. Ummss…ejvettno kame lal it’s i. .
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Mayr rpoeups i me geiv a tuhotgh eth olwud. Ti tbu dotn’ i eelf.
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Vahe a n’odt ymoaenr in i lfie gearert algo. .
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Edcrsa ’mi rfutue tno of teh. N’odt veen i oatub care ti. Saty tpas in the to i anwt. Vore to i 8102 nagia anc eatk trtas bkac aelsep me all so.