A letter from May 14th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY NEW YEAR:). ! I hope you've accomplished at least one thing you're proud of. I hope you've finally done something for YOURSELF, and yourself ONLY. I hope that you've finally stopped doing everything possible to make mom and dad happy and that you've finally started living for yourself. But even if you haven't yet, I hope you're on the path of doing so. I really hope you've found a place that completes you, somewhere you can finally be yourself without judgment, and where you can come and go whenever you please. I hope you've figured out what path you want to take in life. are you still addicted to tik tok? lolThe world is in lockdown. Coronavirus took over the world as the first pandemic since 1918. There is a vaccine. Haven't taken it yet cuz im 15. I want to send this to be a freshman in college. How is COLLEGE?! I hope it's going well, pls study well, don't take part in things in the world. Stay close with God. And don't be a victim to freshman-15 lmao keep a healthy lifestyle. I hope you are turning out to be a beautiful proverbs 31 woman and the person who I would look up to. You should be proud no matter where you are in life right now; you are still here. HAHAHA STOP PROCRASTINATING LMAO IK YOU DOING IT ON SUM GO DO THAT ASSIGNMENT RN! finish reading me after you do what you need to do, and in your response tell me if you got it done. What's your personality like, do you think it's totally different and if so for the better or worse? are you kind of the same, but just had some character development orrr. I hope you have a good relationship with your family if not... this is your sign to forgive, or ask for forgiveness and fix that. um are you single or not. don't be sad if you still are lmao like rn IDC cuz I'm only 15 but when you see this I think your 17 or 18?? so it's not that dire, but if you want one then you probably feel bad idk, but I hope if you r single still you are fine with it and just vibing:) anywaysss bye. Just sending good vibes. You still say purrrrr? LMAOOO ps. did I get this format from someone's future me that I read? yes. I really liked the things they said and wanted to say it to you.

Epilogue

4 months later

I am 18, I finished my freshman year last month so im on summer break. This came towards the end of my freshman year but I am responding late. college...

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