A letter from Jun 20, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear Sol, Happy Birthday *****! You've officially made it to your twenties :) You are no longer in your teens and you are such a grown up person. Do you feel grown up already? Cause I sure as hell don't ahah ****, being an adult is weird. Being alive past 18 is weird. Well, we made it. It's our first birthday after 18 today and we are alive and breathing and surviving as we can and that is so so sooo cool. I love you so freaking much. I am so, so , so proud of you and all that you've done. You are amazing. Also, I'm writing this and thinking I will be too grown up that I will find this cringe next year. I hope that is a lie. Please, don't be too grown up for this. Anyways, how's uni? SOCIAL EDUCATION RIGHT? I hope this was the right choice. I hope you're happy. I hope you made friends, true and real friends. I was struggling to come into terms with my decision of giving up uni but I'm sure it was the right choice. And Fora de Cena? Are we ******* it? Are we still best friends? Are we making money with theater? Currently we are planning our camping trip and I'm sure it will be very cool. Are you changing the world? I bet you are. Keep true to yourself and what you believe, no matter what. You did amazing talking about mental health to huge crowds this year, I'm sure you changed people. And Movimento Transformers helped a lot. Did you get a partner? Have you figured the whole assexual thing? And have you finally decided on a gender? ( I hope not, you are valid as you are, no gender norms needed) Anyways, no idea of what to ask more. Well, I'll make a list of favourites rn for you to compare :) Fav colours: yellow, orange, green and brown Fav singers: Hozier, Conan Gray, Taylor Swift Current Fav musical: Dear Evan Hansen Fav things to do: read wolfstar/jegulus fanfiction ; press flowers in books, colouring things Well, I guess that's it! I'm so proud of you <3 Keep doing amazing things. With love, Ni

Epilogue

1 day later

Dear Ni :)
HOW OLD ARE YOU? I'M TWENTYYY. AHHHHH
Grown up, me? Ahahaha, I feel like I'll never feel that way. And I'm always cringe so...
Today was the...

Reya fo triusvnyei t1s fo yad last. Our we saw and ncpici rtgae ti thwi a arllye clsas dah. And i ym i eeppol my i lenegbdo nad salsc ni ejyno cdaiatpreep lfte tefl i leik reesnpec ltfe ikle. Arleyl ngeblo rea ewhre ew tielfyuablu i ew si oibegngln a ni gitrh legfnie thkni dointcaeu, uhsc aaclio nda pocexlm rehe,. .
Si lgneor rneateeg tihs hte **** vree no h?ug a tsewdier. Ouy ecnis dna ay'sre i i ttlree nda tdyao tals lylutr avte'hn " i kthni ngrow heop ayre up oot alst mhuc ofr i trna'e weotr ihst" edra i chnadeg. ,ngorae leov rwnbo and yolelw nda oulorcs ym genr,e i tllsi ohriez tiuovraef stlli rae. And naeirdg legsuju ym stnaiy oslrtfaw isffcan ltils vore dan m'i nsilogo them. Oynme htiw rsfeorsamrnt nwo aecn in we arof inctag ltisl ed dna m'i aylflni. Vloe rtes hitw ib)ga tisll ethm ym ,fsaoi teh ym nain i dan us, lfei i ( fo e tlisl dinrsef eginiam. Ti ********* ggstulre enotfincd 'mi omre oubat neregd isht and ucmh tlils i dna igelblna nkgitla iwht in tbu. Ttah vah'ent sitll dan dah tib i a raptrne a htsoebr sllit em. .
Seom has ufsft nedahcg. Ym seur sha rfo dvpmiroe stih eantlm lhhaet arey. Mero nad i ndcfoietn i efsmyl more fsle eeamcb uaotb urdgief utffs. Hignts twhi swa hte i ebeamc vei' a tpra dnoe eon and hte fo lsootec nad fo ewcr went eams rvee htta to grnyaem. Taosml rdaestt igowkrn ym for ni emsyfl nad oaccunt i onmey €0029 ansgrii dna i hvea. See otbhgu go sefylm by yflsem ciskett ni riaddm ezihro to i ):.
Gytnreveih smae adhs tub si i the dna filuabteu yingtevrhe si htat hkitn. .
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Ilke uyo you i to fo i dan uoprd oknw twna love m'i am yuo os thta yuo am ypaph sujt juts so i. Hntgi a wlo'undt aobtu us ncahge. My ovel pdyeel eyrv ym nrefdi tviroufae and sebt i npesro ouye'r dan ouy. .
Sa kpee ,gsynail lwasya do uoy <3.
V,ole ihtw.
Ni.
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Fav. Yb t eth uhsoe aceenulr teh sae veor nad b:oko eurdn ordo hwpisgenir eth. J. Lnuek.
Vfa. Ilek do , yb nthnyiga ysote,didmdyg ronsmic :) real ( olepep : ervrsi c)fo icf.
Vaf. Nwobr csulroo ,llwyeo ,rnoeag : ge,ern.
Fav. Us nad pepole ia,fso nian, sol : gbia,.
Fav. Wen hroize : mesoone sgno yb.
Fav. I tylue,ncrr rsilg maen thsee'rha ot ( lciumas sgelinitn htwdaenso eahtcwd : ei!)!l!v and.
Afv. Sirnge hoizer :)) :.