A letter from January 2nd, 2018

Dear FutureMe, I hope you're a lot more confident than I am now. I hope you love yourself so much more than I do at the moment. I hope you're enjoying life, like you deserve to. I hope your loved. Because quite frankly you deserve it. Look how far you've come... You're not that little, weak girl. You're not cutting or hurting yourself. You're not hating yourself. You're not crying yourself to sleep every night. (I hope) I hope you've proved that even without a father a girl can make it. I hope you've proved that a girl suffering from anxiety is just as strong as any other girl. I really, really hope you've proved it to yourself most importantly. Please don't say your still scared of being alone. You can make it either way, you still have your whole life ahead of you. I honestly wish you're happy and confident. Whatever condition your in, remember you've already hit rock bottom. The only way is up. Goodluck to the futur and present me🌹