A letter from Aug 02, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi this is me 2nd August, 2023, 1:03 pm , it's Wednesday, monday next week is my 21st birthday, im glad i survived at this point , but here i am , so future me , u r my buddy now , and i hope u r happier than me rn , i hope u r healthier, and i hope u got to go to gym and work out , i hope u r loved the way u always wanted to , i hope u r not stressed out and anxious like always , no one feels our pain buddy, don't let anyone see it they will take advantage of u , yeah that's what they do , think that u r weak, but the pain and everything is yours , no one can feel it but u and me , u from the future , me from 2nd August, you got this man , u got this , u r physically and mentally strong and u can do it im sure u can , u did it many times , u did it tired , u did it hurt , u did it in a horrible pain U put a smile on that face , that's what u want them to see , they give u stuff , gifts , or attention, but they make it look like they're doing u a favor, no body loves u for no reason , u don't need anyone, one day u will die and no body is gonna remember u , they don't remember good ppl , like us man , yea us , we are good , we are precious, we don't belong here , this is **** man , but yes this is how i see me , in few months , happy happy happy , careless careless careless, got a job got the body i want , got friends, got a comfort zone , away from all the troubles and ****