A letter from Aug 18, 2023

Dear Epoy, Hey! Thank you tho. If hindi ka din pumayag na matapos tayo, hindi din siguro ako magiging better at mas sasaya. Buti na lang hindi ka pumayag na ayusin din yung relationship natin. It has been months. I know for sure hindi mo ito mababasa. I know you're happy na din naman kay Pat (if kayo pa til now.) Akala mo dati hindi ko alam na may something na kayo? Akala mo lang yun. Alam at nararamdaman ko na yun. Kaya nung confirmed ko na din talaga, hindi na ako nagpumilit na ayusin din. Madami nagsabi sa akin. Hindi naman sobrang dami pero lagpas 2 so alam ko na hindi lang ako yung nakakakita at nakakapansin. No grudges unto you. Nung una, galit at sobrang sakit. Still hurts kasi minahal naman kita nang totoo pero past is past and tanggap ko naman. Yung sakit di mawawala pero, I gotta move on. I'm moved on. I'm just happy to tell you that I've moved on from you and our relationship. Thanks for the memories. Ang dami kong gusto sabihin pero ang hirap itype. I am just happy na ganito naging decision natin. May mga bagay at relasyon talaga na hindi na maayos and sadly, kasama tayo dun. I know my worth. Thank you dahil pinamukha mo sa akin yun that I don't deserve to be treated like that, to be cheated on, and so do you. Parehas tayo may pagkukulang at pagkakamali sa isa't-isa na sana hindi na natin gawin sa mga magiging partner natin. I am fine na okay tayo sa isa't-isa pero I want to tell you that I don't want to have a connection with you anymore. Just you. Labas sila Tita Gepay dito. As in just you and me connection. I am deeply sorry but, I'm just protecting my peace. It is just not for my own but, for you also. Hindi ko naman pinagsisisihan na naging tayo. You've done a lot for me and hindi ko maipagkakaila yun. Sadyang pinagtagpo at hindi itinadhana pero may mga lessons to be learned and lesson learned naman for me... sana sa'yo din. This will be the final long message that I'll be sending you. I am now cutting our connection. I hope you'll accept my decision just like I accepted your decision to end our relationship a week before my birthday. Thank you for everything! All the best for you! ^_^