Future me - please continue being awesome

Hey girl! Hope everything's going great when you are reading this e-mail. Remember today is mom's birthday so please don't forget to wish her a very happy birthday! I wonder how dad's doing as well. How about your siblings? Are they doing alright? And hey! You will be turning 30 this year. Have you gotten married yet? Have you achieved your dreams and goals set when you were 23? 7 years is a LONG time. Please tell me you have visited Yellowknife or Yukon to see the Northern lights! Not trying to be a bummer but I just broke up with HF few days ago. I wanted us to both take a step back and get to know each other from the basics again, and to figure out what we are really looking for in the future, and what we can offer in this relationship. Did you and him actually end up getting back together? Or did you two both learn to move onto someone else? At this moment I am feeling very sad because it feels as if I have screwed up the whole relationship and I lost a person who has meant so much to me. Are you two at least friends still? I wonder who are your friends now - Q has always been your best friend since Gr.7 so I am certain you two still talk. But if you two aren't talking much please just shoot her a message. Do you still talk to S, S, E, and M? If not, you better get yo' ass to start a conversation with them because they have always been there for you since highschool. And I really hope that you guys have finally visited Orlando together. Big G said that if our friendship lasts more than 7 years then we have unlocked the "friends forever" title - did you guys unlock that achievement? And there are a lot of people right now who you consider as friends - how are those people now? I sincerely hope you are doing great wherever you are right now, and that you have learned to control your emotions better, and instead of constantly hurting the people you love and care the most, you have finally learned to love and cherish them in the right ways. And remember to stay awesome, stay positive, and be yourself. S.