A letter from August 31st, 2016

Dear FutureMe, Hi Nuha, today, five years ago, is your 17th birthday. You are/were officially 17. And you don't enjoy it that much :-) but i am still proud of you! You have gone through so much. Congratulations on surviving. Happy 22 Nuha. I just want you to know that this Nuha, the younger you loves you deeply and that no matter what happened, I will still love you. Are you still keeping in contact with our friends? Does my plan succeed? Or no? Are you taking TESL? Or mass-com? Or creative writing like what I wanted? Or did you somehow follow mama's dream, to become someone in the science career? If you are, I hope you are happy? How's the fam? Is our grands dah meninggal dunia? I honestly hope not yet I do not want them to go just yet I am not ready. Are you still writing poetry? I hope you still do tho. I wanna write more but I don't know. Be your own superhero and depend too much on others. Your many rules of life is not to get attached with anyone I hope you still obey that rule tho Appreciate people while they are still alive. You don't want to have regrets once they are gone,ayt? Are you, you know, still like Azwar? Or you already over him? I like him soooooo much you know? Too much I think I'm obsessed with him. Lol If you are already over him then I congratulate you :) You are a tough cookie, I hope you know that I wanted to clip along my poem but idk. Bye :-) Have a blast! And I hope you are happy