A letter from October 11th, 2016

Dear FutureMe, I'm struggling today. Somedays, I have it together and I am full of joy and expectations. Other days I am like a lost puppy not knowing the task to start. Sometimes I wish you could remind me of how awesome this will all be. It gets a little crazy when you're broke and can't take care of your child. I feel less than more often than I should and I know you would say that's unnecessary. It just feels that way. So check this out. Right when I was talking to you someone stopped and said how fast I was typing. It turned out to be an opportunity to expose myself and my work. amazing but I guess you knew that already. Seems like the universe is working in my favor as I can hear you saying already. Yes I am redefining and rising to the challenges in my life. Yes I know it doesn't matter how I feel today because you are my tomorrow. Man thank you for the feeling you've given me and the things you have done already. Ok until I see you the next time or talk or whatever have a wonderful time with elisha and all the places you are visiting. Have you been to africa yet or see the northan lights? I know that is on your to do list if you haven't already. Love and blessings and thanks for sending those words of encouragement. I am enough cause look at you. Look how awesome youre. Yeah I am enought. TTYL