What did you do about her?

Hi, This letter is written about the matter of loving a girl and keeping her in my life despite her rejection. I would like to know how you have handled the situation and what ended up toward this choice. Followings are my current thoughts toward the matter I did everything I could And he did everything he could And he seemed to have won her I have accepted my failure after my rejection despite her attention toward him (though I don't even know what is going on between them) Her behaviours toward me has worstened a lot lately, It seems like she is ignoring me and even trying to torture me. Or maybe she feels that I'm a loser and wants to let me down to go away, whatever. I have tried to cut the line, But since we have eachother on instagram, we still have contact and it is impossible to stop it. Sometimes even when I don't do anything she sends me messages. I don't have any girl worthy of attention in mylife right now and it is an important reason I still have my thoughts on her. Do I want to be in her life in the future? Well yes, But do I see any chance of us being together? considering that we don't talk much anymore and I have already asked her out twice there is no point in me taking any further steps toward her. The only way we can be together now is if she wants that And it doesn't seem to me that she ever wants this sort of relationship with anyone. Have nice day