A letter from April 19th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Did you make it through the dark days and finally start to see the light? you're here for a purpose and that purpose isn't to entertain any guys. Your purpose is to reach the stars and beyond. Be the you who you've always fought be, The girl nobody ever thought you could be, and the girl who achieves the dreams shes always wanted. You're nearing the three years clean mark and i really hope you make it. do you still have the same best friend? same dreams? same goals? whats different about your life now? You're strong. You're beautiful. You're humble. You're kind. push through the hard time and bask in the good ones. Live everyday to the fullest and like its your last. Stay strong love <3 (side note, is Joe Exotic still in jail?)

Epilogue

about 3 years later

Dear Past me,
Its currently April 19th, 2024.

Im going to be honest, i’m not doing well. You’d...

Enevr hpaenped vbeeeil erwto the esinc eeltrt hatt athts uffst yuo. .
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A also dcct,aein yuo rteyorajct reew teh gchenad lony in nto utb of wsa icedtcan slto ni ***** ruesfoly uryo oyu 9 gao eth lf,ei rpta acr ttah htsnom fo a trehe. .
Neanj crlyenurt stiingt ym kipmnpu, in omor bsidee adn tbyet im’. Rylela hwo nuynf ilef its skrow. But to i cuiides higtn ecno ot ready and ese deantw i tusesn saw eth deddeic tsal i irsnsue emor mtmoic. Tydao ewn strat lfei to rephcat my ceddied fo a i. Erouy’ orf lselcoeg iapnlgpy uryerclnt. .
Meda and you you to aeepsc enoitmn ltsamo ifel i ,kram uholds hyave deirt o,h segus it aeyrs 5 utb ecemba ot teh i elanc. .
Od utb i litsl eth not lsoce u’reoy msae n(ikd)a sa eahv redfsenti,b now. Seh ddneoaabn adkin uoy ideaccn:t( eth trefa. .
,gtrons ebfauuti,l i dikn ma hlebum nda. .
Dna f( is kisa)bns cxteoi tilsl u aclro ljia oej sye, ni.